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I just wanna desappear of this world. I hate being the fat girl of class. I hate being the girl who you can tell your things but you will never help to her. I hate that my parents are discussing all the time. I hate feeling alone because I don't have real friends near me. I hate having my best friend so far from me and I hate knowing that im not her best friend. I hate dont being enough pretty for the boy who I liked. I hate being in this fucking society. And, If I'm still in this world, is because I think that one day, someone is going to love the way I want.

Not a good day...

Today isn't a good day. I mean, it's raining. I hate the rain. My school is so far from home and I go there walking, so I always I wet. And im tired of "my best friend"... lest call her Abby (that isn't her real name but the thing of the anonymity... So she is always telling me a lot of things and when I start to talk, she gets angry and im like: Okay... can I talk or I'm going to be your dog? I mean, like a two years ago, I dont feel like they are my friends, and Abby the first one... 
Then, at 5 o'clock when I came home, my mom said to me that my grandfather has anemia and im so sad of this, because when I was 11 years old, my grandmother died, and I was so close to her and I dont want to lose my grandad...
If you have a problem like this, or not like this, just a problem tell me in the comments and I will help you. 
Ordinary Girl xx

The start.

If someone is reading this, hi and welcome to my blog♡. I want to made this blog because I love writting, but im so shy to share my opinions and writtings. I tried to make a personal diary, but it doesn't work because everytime it was like: Dear diary, today it was raining and it was so boring because my friends were in their houses or with their boyfriends. Then, I read Girl Online by Zoe Sugg or Zoella in Youtube and I want to create this here, I will  express myself and write everything I want, but this is going to be annonymous, because how I said I dont like share my writtings with people. I will update pictures, not selfies for the thing of the annonymous lmao. If someone is reading this, thanks for do it and enjoy it!
Ordinary Girl xx